I don't know how is everybody doing in there mind, but since a child I've felt like I'm the role actor in this real life story. Maybe I was watching and put myself as the actor in the movies since childhood I feel that I'm the special one. I feel so proud of being me since a small boy in school.
Even I was not having all the good thing in my childhood but I was having a great believe great faith in myself that my life is something special I continue to have that feeling until I was more than 25.
That time I was such a loser many dream as child was not accomplish I was starting to count my age and realized that what I feel so special has never some up to me. Or it's just the feeling to keep me dreaming?
Should I continue to feel this or stop it? I was asking myself. And my answer is that as this feeling been keeping me so inspire through the years I should keep this feeling. But! Somehow I couldn't really feel that much anymore. Maybe because there're so many thing that tells me I'm not that special it make those special feelings fade away by time. I still believe I have the right to feel special and so everyone do.
How about you? Have you had that feeling? I know it's not just me because you're special too. The feeling that keep us inspire it keeps us dreaming and gives us energy to handle life.
Thanks for reading,
Writer: Bluebirdfly
From Sabaymagazine.com
