I have a lot of goal in my list, I wrote about it years ago. I was so confident and believe I will make it happen by the time I plan. But the time is over and I don't achieve any of the big one. The main reason is that I just planned it and dream about it and forget doing it.

I notice I am someone who cannot sleep when I want to do something I want to see the result right in front of my eyes as quick or I'll lose that passion before it light up again sometimes in the future. When I want to make it happen I don't sleep I keep doing it till I fall asleep and waking up working on it again. It sounds great but after a few days if there's no good result I'll complete lost and just ignore it and find something to entertain.

I don't want to be this way but I notice this many years and I've learn that this habit keep me away from making my dream come true. I want to be consistence I do believe that habit can be change because we made we could design it differently. I'm working on being consistence I read my goals again and I don't overwork for it I want to stay with it everyday. 

My life would be meaningless if I continue to waste time, I will make my dream comes true I will believe I can make it some day and if I couldn't I would die believing I can make if I stay alive.


Written by: Bluebirdfly

Publish by: Sabay Magazine